If you are one of those Single guys out there, then it would be easy for you to understand it (Although I seriously doubt that one can even understand what I write!)

I’m not a teenager anymore!! (Gosh! It feels so strange to even write (gulps)), but that feeling of Emptiness refuses to die down even now. Of all those fantasies that you still dream of, yeah they still haunt you (yes, haunt you! ).
I miss the feeling of being complete, (as if some vital part of my body hasn’t grown yet and I’m waiting for it to grow and yo!! I crossed my puberty in case you’re wondering). Although there is nothing at all missing in my life. (of course, i do miss not being with my parents)
I miss that one special hug that could ease all the grief and emptiness that still persists and is in no way going to fade away anytime soon.
Emptiness

Emptiness

It’s true that I have many who genuinely support me in times of need and despair. Be it my Family and my lovely Friends (can’t thank God enough for these two F’s ). I miss that one awaited call or text message during the day,
Although my phone doesn’t stop ringing until its battery gives away (and I end up using it even while it gets charged).
I miss the feeling of being the most special person in someone’s life.

There are many people who say I’m special for them (the two F’s i mentioned above).
Don’t you get that feeling of jealousy when you see happy couples enjoying themselves? I do. But to console myself , end up either Cursing them or terming them as ridiculously childish/boring , etc (the last ones’ getting priority).
Its not often that I get this feeling (crossing the teen-barrier may have minimized it, thankfully ).
But when I do, I realize what I’m missing in life. Mind keeps asking “Is there a better place than this Emptiness?”

The motto of my life has always been (rather I’ve forcefully made it to be) ”Life’s simple when you are single. . . So why the hell make it complicated” (it may sound ridiculous but hey that’s something original okay!) but I now realize that life is much complex like this.
Still I’ve became very optimistic of late ( rather forced to become one). By that, I don’t mean to convey that I’m optimistic about shedding this tag. I am optimistic that if I’m single there must be something good out of it. ( My committed friends always tell me this).
At the end of the day, I do realize that Everything happens for Good. Hope its true.