If you are one of those Single guys out there, then it would be easy for you to understand it (Although I seriously doubt that one can even understand what I write!)
I miss that one special hug that could ease all the grief and emptiness that still persists and is in no way going to fade away anytime soon.
Emptiness
It’s true that I have many who genuinely support me in times of need and despair. Be it my Family and my lovely Friends (can’t thank God enough for these two F’s ). I miss that one awaited call or text message during the day,
Although my phone doesn’t stop ringing until its battery gives away (and I end up using it even while it gets charged).
I miss the feeling of being the most special person in someone’s life.
There are many people who say I’m special for them (the two F’s i mentioned above).
Don’t you get that feeling of jealousy when you see happy couples enjoying themselves? I do. But to console myself , end up either Cursing them or terming them as ridiculously childish/boring , etc (the last ones’ getting priority).
Its not often that I get this feeling (crossing the teen-barrier may have minimized it, thankfully ).
But when I do, I realize what I’m missing in life. Mind keeps asking “Is there a better place than this Emptiness?”